Thanks for hosting another open tarot reading Open Space. I'm slowly making my way through the Dolmen Arch program and did do the SoP banishing and imaginal travel/shuffling prior to posting my question.
Background- My last romantic relationship, which went from 2018-2021, was one hellova ride and coming out of it, I feel older, a bit scarred and more cynical about future prospects. Looking back, I can see areas where I could definitely improve on, and since having more time to myself this January (after cutting off friendship with said ex), I've been focusing on addressing some of those weak spots. This included therapy, the octagon society, grounding more in feeling and practicing communicating more openly and emotionally with friends and family.
With that said, I had set a plan with myself to get out and date again come July/August of this year but I'm feeling a bit anxious as this gets closer. I don't know how much of it is trauma still hiding in my subconcious, worry that I may not find what I'm looking for (an eventual marriage partner) being I'm a mid 30s man or an intuition that I'd be better served postponing dating, working more and looking for additional career opportunities (given your November geomancy reading gave some indication I might lose my current job this year).
Question- If I begin dating this summer, what will my personal experience be like?
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Date: 2023-04-29 09:32 pm (UTC)Background- My last romantic relationship, which went from 2018-2021, was one hellova ride and coming out of it, I feel older, a bit scarred and more cynical about future prospects. Looking back, I can see areas where I could definitely improve on, and since having more time to myself this January (after cutting off friendship with said ex), I've been focusing on addressing some of those weak spots. This included therapy, the octagon society, grounding more in feeling and practicing communicating more openly and emotionally with friends and family.
With that said, I had set a plan with myself to get out and date again come July/August of this year but I'm feeling a bit anxious as this gets closer. I don't know how much of it is trauma still hiding in my subconcious, worry that I may not find what I'm looking for (an eventual marriage partner) being I'm a mid 30s man or an intuition that I'd be better served postponing dating, working more and looking for additional career opportunities (given your November geomancy reading gave some indication I might lose my current job this year).
Question- If I begin dating this summer, what will my personal experience be like?
Thanks,
Andrew