Welcome! Feel free to keep coming back with questions if you need to. Life changing decisions need to be backed by several angles.
Overall, in your situation I would rely on family and friends so that you can recover your health and take the opportunity of moving forward as soon as it presents itself. It seems to me you need to work on your emotional life and on acceptance. It can be challenging to adapt to circumstances we don't want to accept but the best way of dealing with those is to swallow it and start building something. Otherwise, we start sinking. Temper yourself, don't escape the world with spirituality but use it as a source to improve your situation.
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Date: 2023-02-07 06:03 am (UTC)Welcome! Feel free to keep coming back with questions if you need to. Life changing decisions need to be backed by several angles.
Overall, in your situation I would rely on family and friends so that you can recover your health and take the opportunity of moving forward as soon as it presents itself. It seems to me you need to work on your emotional life and on acceptance. It can be challenging to adapt to circumstances we don't want to accept but the best way of dealing with those is to swallow it and start building something. Otherwise, we start sinking. Temper yourself, don't escape the world with spirituality but use it as a source to improve your situation.