The comment btw, I deleted yesterday before noticing you had replied. I wanted to check some other details about the chart.
I wasn't suggesting at all who the deity might be, which is why I asked about it. Whatever experiences you need to process, you clearly still need to process them to get where you want (or not want) to go, or anywhere really. No blessings? You had a great spiritual experience, and you are making it as though that's a bad thing, and if it's a bad thing then why not just let it go? If you are a recluse to dedicate yourself to the spiritual but you don't have any practices, then that's another contradiction. That's why there are two currents in the energy of your readings you want different opposite things, and when that happens, you get stuck. But you already know that.
I did say it wasn't an easy task and I didn't say you should do it, I said if that's what you want, this might happen with this deity or in a more general way. Is the connection to this deity still there? It seems to be, but there are also these things you have to work upon. I would be surprised if you didn't get something out of the set of lessons. Overall, it is entirely up to you, nor do I consider you ignorant, I just don't know you. If I suggested basic things is because it is a basic question to a situation you feel hopeless about. All I am doing is saying what the chart says and it is also what I would suggest, relax about the whole situation --you are not choosing your soul's path here-- work on healing your emotional life, move on and keep working on your spirituality. On the other hand, if you don't want to do something, don't do it, but then why bother asking? You need to change your passivity for activity. Overall, it seems like an unhealthy attitude to me to hold on to something you don't have while not doing something to get it and winding up on reasons and counter reasons as to why or why not things happened, which is represented in the opposing figures and the activity required by you, in particular with your emotions as represented in what needs to change to get the joining that you want.
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Date: 2022-12-29 01:51 am (UTC)The comment btw, I deleted yesterday before noticing you had replied. I wanted to check some other details about the chart.
I wasn't suggesting at all who the deity might be, which is why I asked about it. Whatever experiences you need to process, you clearly still need to process them to get where you want (or not want) to go, or anywhere really. No blessings? You had a great spiritual experience, and you are making it as though that's a bad thing, and if it's a bad thing then why not just let it go? If you are a recluse to dedicate yourself to the spiritual but you don't have any practices, then that's another contradiction. That's why there are two currents in the energy of your readings you want different opposite things, and when that happens, you get stuck. But you already know that.
I did say it wasn't an easy task and I didn't say you should do it, I said if that's what you want, this might happen with this deity or in a more general way. Is the connection to this deity still there? It seems to be, but there are also these things you have to work upon. I would be surprised if you didn't get something out of the set of lessons. Overall, it is entirely up to you, nor do I consider you ignorant, I just don't know you. If I suggested basic things is because it is a basic question to a situation you feel hopeless about. All I am doing is saying what the chart says and it is also what I would suggest, relax about the whole situation --you are not choosing your soul's path here-- work on healing your emotional life, move on and keep working on your spirituality. On the other hand, if you don't want to do something, don't do it, but then why bother asking? You need to change your passivity for activity. Overall, it seems like an unhealthy attitude to me to hold on to something you don't have while not doing something to get it and winding up on reasons and counter reasons as to why or why not things happened, which is represented in the opposing figures and the activity required by you, in particular with your emotions as represented in what needs to change to get the joining that you want.