I apologize as well. While I really do try not to add in every detail in a short comment, I probably should have mentioned the lack of practice is a recent thing.
Perhaps I will take you up on a reading on the deity in question. If I haven't tried your patience too much. :) Whenever your next round is.
1. It has felt gone, and other people have said it was gone. They talk as though it were something very different from what I remember picking up on, so maybe they don't know what they're talking about. Or maybe it was self deception on my part. The initial contact happened, beyond that I've questioned it so much now I'm not sure anymore.
2. That mindset, like all of them, has its good points and bad. It was chosen because its benefits were sorely needed, its downsides have to be endured. It only locks me into things that can be achieved under my own effort alone, not requiring the assistance or approval of anyone else. It is dealing with others, their intentions and honesty (or lack thereof) where the extra caution is needed.
Again, I apologize. You haven't done anything wrong. I will think more on this, particularly ecosophia and what being there is supposed to be leading me to.
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Re: A rambling for another rambling
Date: 2022-11-26 03:52 am (UTC)Perhaps I will take you up on a reading on the deity in question. If I haven't tried your patience too much. :) Whenever your next round is.
1. It has felt gone, and other people have said it was gone. They talk as though it were something very different from what I remember picking up on, so maybe they don't know what they're talking about. Or maybe it was self deception on my part. The initial contact happened, beyond that I've questioned it so much now I'm not sure anymore.
2. That mindset, like all of them, has its good points and bad. It was chosen because its benefits were sorely needed, its downsides have to be endured. It only locks me into things that can be achieved under my own effort alone, not requiring the assistance or approval of anyone else. It is dealing with others, their intentions and honesty (or lack thereof) where the extra caution is needed.
Again, I apologize. You haven't done anything wrong. I will think more on this, particularly ecosophia and what being there is supposed to be leading me to.