Okay, I'll crawl out of anonymity and check out your offer.

My spiritual life has been stuck in a rut for a long time now, my efforts to kick it back into gear have never gotten off the ground. In particular my ability to hear the gods, something I could do once, has stopped working altogether. It's an irritating reverse of the situation I found myself in well over a decade ago, having had a strong spiritual experience and wanting to build my life in that direction but unable to find any instructions in how to do so; now I have the instructions but no direction to go in anymore. I'm about ninety six percent sure the god I started out praying to has long since exited stage left, welding the door shut behind him; I thought for a long time there was someone in particular there, waiting for me to take notice, but I could never figure it out, and I haven't even been getting that lately.

Any advice I can get about breaking out of this stalemate would be deeply appreciated.