Hey Andrew,

Thanks for dropping by!

I remember that... please take my best wishes for emotional healing, these things are tough!

Thank you very much for posting some context about your situation, it really does help me in crafting a spread for you, and also for doing the visualization exercise!

Something the Tarot is telling me is that your expectation for partners and a rigidity towards how your emotional healing should be is in the way of finishing the process of healing. However, it seems you've done a good job so far, but please do look for your emotions as you would take care of a child, so to speak. With self-love and patience. My Tarot says you should pursue, with this care and calm in mind, this emotional healing you've been doing with more devotion towards it. You drew The Star for this. Look up a black and white image of this and color it for yourself. Think, what does the symbols in the card tell me about how to heal? See how she is taking water out of pond and watering the land? What does that evoke in you?

For dating this summer, my Tarot suggests it is not a good idea. You drew Death, The Hermit and the Two of Wands reversed. It's a death end and you'll end up loosing your time. Focus instead in healing.