You are most welcome and thanks for sharing your story! I was fascinated by this. One thing that I’ve found out by this few reading I’ve made is how rich my experience has been interacting with all of you and how fortunate I am for you to place your trust in someone that well, is basically a stranger. For that, my gratitude goes to all. This readings might be free but to me it is only fair for so much that I’ve learned!
A few comments on the reading. First of all, the way I casted the reading was exclusively for this year for both options since that is how you phrased the situation, whether you started your clinic and practice many years and didn’t affect your enthusiasm was not under this scope but rather, if you choose to go that route (the way I understood it was to plunge into some specialized technique, teaching or method regarding healing) or taking up an occult study program rigorously.
The reason why I asked if it was a recent venture was in order to gage how much of an impact it would have in choice B, but since it is something you’ve been doing for quite a while now my interpretation remains the same.
That said then, the reversed fool can be either unexpected trouble or difficulties for which you didn’t account at the beginning or finding out that the specialization you picked was not exactly what you thought it was or something like that. It is not clear exactly what it is but the theme of “an unexpected surprise” is the key so keep an eye on that one should you choose to go that route.
Regarding Brigid, that is lovely, I didn’t know anything about her but I am touched by what you say. Generosity is indeed a powerful mover (and missing from our world) and she is definitely reminding you about that. The feeling I get from that card was about not forgetting. “Don’t forget this” is what I get so generosity and your experience from childhood towards healing are to be kept in mind. What I find fascinating is that I try not to push too much the meaning of that card to be of something reminiscent from youth but by your account it seems to be that it really does carry that meaning per the previous divination I did which also ended up being that.
That said, because of the way I phrased the reading either choice would be your main focus of your energies for this year, it wouldn’t mean you can’t keep improving on your SoP on the side or start looking for your subject of study for when you decide to take it forward, just that it wouldn’t be your priority; and yes if you make occult studies your priority it seems to me that even though you would probably make progress it would take away much of your attention from your healings as it can be quite demanding. As well, the pride or perhaps something subtler but along the same vein would be an obstacle not the outcome nor some sort of megalomaniac pride. There is something regarding the first two cards of choice B that I can’t pin point yet. If you decide to take up on esoteric studies have you decided what it would be? Or if there are many, do you have a particular one you favor?
That said, definitely meditate on it, figure out what resonates with you of what I said. Even though it is only a few cards you can follow the thread quite deeply sometimes. When you’ve done that, we can zoom-in into the situation or the reading or if you need clarification on a point I can ask by taking a few more cards out using the one you want to know more about as an anchor.
Re: Hello, Yes please and thank you
You are most welcome and thanks for sharing your story! I was fascinated by this. One thing that I’ve found out by this few reading I’ve made is how rich my experience has been interacting with all of you and how fortunate I am for you to place your trust in someone that well, is basically a stranger. For that, my gratitude goes to all. This readings might be free but to me it is only fair for so much that I’ve learned!
A few comments on the reading. First of all, the way I casted the reading was exclusively for this year for both options since that is how you phrased the situation, whether you started your clinic and practice many years and didn’t affect your enthusiasm was not under this scope but rather, if you choose to go that route (the way I understood it was to plunge into some specialized technique, teaching or method regarding healing) or taking up an occult study program rigorously.
The reason why I asked if it was a recent venture was in order to gage how much of an impact it would have in choice B, but since it is something you’ve been doing for quite a while now my interpretation remains the same.
That said then, the reversed fool can be either unexpected trouble or difficulties for which you didn’t account at the beginning or finding out that the specialization you picked was not exactly what you thought it was or something like that. It is not clear exactly what it is but the theme of “an unexpected surprise” is the key so keep an eye on that one should you choose to go that route.
Regarding Brigid, that is lovely, I didn’t know anything about her but I am touched by what you say. Generosity is indeed a powerful mover (and missing from our world) and she is definitely reminding you about that. The feeling I get from that card was about not forgetting. “Don’t forget this” is what I get so generosity and your experience from childhood towards healing are to be kept in mind. What I find fascinating is that I try not to push too much the meaning of that card to be of something reminiscent from youth but by your account it seems to be that it really does carry that meaning per the previous divination I did which also ended up being that.
That said, because of the way I phrased the reading either choice would be your main focus of your energies for this year, it wouldn’t mean you can’t keep improving on your SoP on the side or start looking for your subject of study for when you decide to take it forward, just that it wouldn’t be your priority; and yes if you make occult studies your priority it seems to me that even though you would probably make progress it would take away much of your attention from your healings as it can be quite demanding. As well, the pride or perhaps something subtler but along the same vein would be an obstacle not the outcome nor some sort of megalomaniac pride. There is something regarding the first two cards of choice B that I can’t pin point yet. If you decide to take up on esoteric studies have you decided what it would be? Or if there are many, do you have a particular one you favor?
That said, definitely meditate on it, figure out what resonates with you of what I said. Even though it is only a few cards you can follow the thread quite deeply sometimes. When you’ve done that, we can zoom-in into the situation or the reading or if you need clarification on a point I can ask by taking a few more cards out using the one you want to know more about as an anchor.